ceriter2...

uwaa....tak nak sedey2 lagi..janji tau julie...tabah..tabah...dan tabah lagi...ko ader ramai lagi yang sayang kau kat dunia ni....ko ada ramai kawan sbenarnyer..(yala..hahahha....)...act da lepas bacer blog kwn...kawan pada kawan. dan kawan pada kawan lagi..tau ceriter dorg...huhuh..boleh mengubat hati jugak ek?huhu...hmm...yala..baru2 neh...tau psl KPLI...juz amek calon KIV...for me yg tak dapat....of course rase its unfair...VERY act....mana buleh gitu...they cannot just put away our opportunity....mana tau...exam skrg kalau ada....kami boleh buat yg terbaek..malah lagi baek dari calon KIv yang ada....but that s lumrah dunia...mana2 pon....memang xadil...utk pujuk hati sendiri...kita boleh ingat kalimah..."mungkin ada hikmah di sebaliknya".....xsuka apa yang berlaku pon...kene terima jugak.....deep down inside..."bagus....INI TIDAK ADIL!(dialog dlm tiga abdul...p ramlee)..
hmm..skrg raya haji da semakin tiba....kakak2 ku...da ramai yg sampai rumah aku malam tadi...yang paling best.....lauk sure best punyer!!!!banyak makanan..walopon aku neh jenis xmkn byk...(tangki kecik maa...)makan je...buang..makan je...buang.....setengah org ckp..bagusla tuh....tapi bagi aku yg beratnyer 44kg.....aduih...cmne mo tahan xnk buang neh....huhuhuh....manusia mmg xbersyukur....tapi betolla...berat target mo 50 kg....baru syiok...
tapi kalo makan ramai2....xselera leh ader selera....berebut makanan kegemaran..cthnya ayam....drumstick menjadi kegilaan di rumah aku....sapa cepat,dia dptler....

SUPERWOMAN BY KARYN WHITE

Early in the morning
I put breakfast at your table
And make sure that your coffee
Has its sugar and cream

Your eggs are over easy
Your toast done lightly
All that's missing is your morning kiss
That used to greet me

Now you say the juice is sour
It used to be so sweet
And I can't help but to wonder
If you're talking 'bout me

We don't talk the way we used to talk
It's hurtin' so deep
I've got my pride, I will not cry
But it's makin' me weak

I'm not your superwoman
I'm not the kind of girl that you can let down
And think that everything's okay
Boy, I am only human
This girl needs more than occasional
Hugs as a token of love from you to me, ooh, baby

I fought my way through the rush hour
Trying to make it home just for you
I want to make sure that your dinner
Will be waiting for you

But when you get there you just tell me
You're not hungry at all
You said you'd rather read the paper
And you don't want to talk

You like to think that I'm just crazy
When I say that you changed
I'm convinced I know the problem
You don't love me the same

You're just going through the motions
And you're not being fair
I've got my pride, I will not cry
Still I can't help but care

I'm not your superwoman (Oh, no, no)
I'm not the kind of girl that you can let down
And think that everything's okay
Boy, I am only human (I'm only human)
This girl needs more than occasional
Hugs as a token of love from you to me

I'm not your superwoman (Hoo, hoo, hoo, ooh, ooh, hoo)
I'm not the kind of girl that you can let down (Hey)
And think that everything's okay (Don't let me down, don't you let me down)
Boy, I am only human (I'm only human, yeah)
This girl needs more than occasional
Hugs as a token (Ooh, ooh) of love from you to me

Oh, baby, look into the corners of your mind
I'll always be there for you through good and bad times
But I can't be that superwoman that you want me to be
I'll give my everlasting love if you'll return love to me

I'm not your superwoman (Oh, no, oh, no)
I'm not the kind of girl that you can let down
And think that everything's okay
Boy, I am only human (I'm only human)
This girl needs more than occasional
Hugs as a token of love from you to me (Oh, no)

If you feel it in your heart
And you understand me
Stop right where you are
Everybody sing along with me

Hoo, hoo, hoo, ooh, ooh, hoo
Hoo, hoo, hoo, ooh, ooh, hoo
I'm the kind of girl that can treat you so sweet
But you got to realize that you got to be sweeter to me, oh, ho, ho

Hoo, hoo, hoo, ooh, ooh, hoo
Hoo, hoo, hoo, ooh, ooh, hoo
I need love
I need just your love

I'm not your superwoman (Oh, no)
I'm not the kind of girl that you can let down (You can let down)
And think that everything's okay
Boy, I am only human (I'm only human)
This girl needs more than occasional (Hey, hey, hey, hey)
Hugs as a token of love from you to me

I'm not your superwoman

I HAVE DECIDED..

If you love something, let it go. If it comes back to you, its yours forever. If it doesn’t, then it was never meant to be.

23 November 2009

start malam tadi

aku da amek step pertama

sapa yg dpt msg aku..itu step pertama aku

yg lain2..menyibukkan diri..

keja..keja...keja...keja...

smpai tak larat lagi...

tapi still leh bergelak ketawa..

hihi..itu penting...

betolla org ckp..

laughter is the best medicine

tapi yg aku nk ckpnyer..

org yg lame da aku terputus hub

da kontek blk

yg amazingnyer..

leh pulak bg kata2 semangat

xpe2..

bagus..

i need it BADLY.

'meaningful & beautiful of life is not how long or how far u can take the pressure

BUT

how long & how far u can take the pressure n keep moving forward

WITHOUT

looking back at your past'

for the one yg bagi kata2 semangat neh..even sy samar2 dgn kaitannyer dgn idup sy..

THANKS A LOT!

HMM.....

diam seribu bahasa
gantung tak bertali
mungkin peribahase neh tak sesuai untuk aku gunakan
dalam situasi yang aku hadapi
tapi biarlah
aku nak gune untuk diri aku sendiri

perit
kecewa
clueless
bnercampur aduk skali pe yang aku raser
tolongla..
macam mane nak bg normal blk
perasaan neh
nak buat mcm xpernah berlaku
tapi i kept thinking of it

apa salah aku?
kenapa?
what should i do?
banyak sgt soalan dalam fikiran aku skrg
soalan-soalan tuh tak pernah terjawab
i have seek for the answers
tapi xpernah jumpe

ko kene tabah
cekal
kuat semangat
jangan jadi bodoh
its not like its the end of the world
kata-kata semangat yang aku terima
terima kasih kat family aku n kawan2

yg penting skrg
kene mule hidup baru
walopon yg lame neh terus menghantui

aku terima...

HADAPI DENGAN SENYUMAN

Hadapi dengan senyuman
Semua yang terjadi
Biar terjadi….
Hadapi dengan tenang jiwa
Semua... kan baik baik saja

Bila ketetapan tuhan
Sudah ditetapkan
Tetaplah sudah….
Tak ada yang bisa merubah
Dan takkan bisa berubah

Reff
Relakanlah saja ini
Bahwa semua yang terbaik
Terbaik untuk kita semua

Menyerahlah untuk menang

HADAPI DENGAN SENYUMAN

Hadapi dengan senyuman
Semua yang terjadi
Biar terjadi….
Hadapi dengan tenang jiwa
Semua... kan baik baik saja

Bila ketetapan tuhan
Sudah ditetapkan
Tetaplah sudah….
Tak ada yang bisa merubah
Dan takkan bisa berubah

Reff
Relakanlah saja ini
Bahwa semua yang terbaik
Terbaik untuk kita semua
Menyerahlah untuk menang

INTERVIEW

pritttttt..pritttt...
bunyi hon abg posmen
ku terus berlari
mndapatkan surat yg sedia terselit di post box umahku
wah...ada surat...
tertulis.
......namaku...
wah..ini sudah bagus...
dari?
MBKT.
aik.
kubuka sampulnya
sukacita..bla..bla..
temuduga pada
30 Jun 2009
jam 10 pagi
di MBKT
untuk jawatan..xxxxx(bese2jer...huhuhu)
xlama da...
lg beberapa hari...
nk bacer per...
ku terus surf tenet
carik website MBKT
jumpala.
print out
bila mo baca neh?('gerutus' ku dllm hati kecil ini)

hmm...pd arituh
dtg jugak opis.
tapi skejapjer.
punch kad jer
then terus pegi kot.
nk gi sesme akak
coz nk suh dy crk parking
aku leh jln kaki smbil mnghirup udara pagi
ke MBKT
yeke?
huhu..plan2 gitu

cmner interview tuh nnti.
arap2 leh jwb.
doakan aku nnti ek..
chow.

HAPPY FATHER'S DAY

Happy Father's Day to
my beloved Father
who I called "Bah"
named YM Tuan Jaafar Tuan Silek
You are the Best Father in the world
and
Thank you for everything....

LONELY

meniti hari-hari yg penuh kesunyian...or..bakal mnjadi sunyi...or bakal mnjadi hari2 last aku....huhu....ish...xnk pk...tapi trpk jugak...nk wat cmner lol...mkn rotila..
bolehke aku neh...tabahke aku neh....kuat ker aku neh....argh..aku kene mnyibukkan diri...sibukkan diri dgn kerje yg bertimbun....(bertimbun ker?)...kene jugak..kene carik keje jugak julie...andai kata teda peluang aku di sini.....bawalah aku ngan diri ini merantau...merantau ke negeri org...yg penuh dgn liku2 kehidupan...ya...pernah duk jauh,,,tapi as a student...ase selamat sket kot...tapi bler da bukan status student...u are nobody.....argh..cmne neh....nk ke Johor kah aku neh???trpk jugak...xpe..aku pertimbangkan utk ke saner....atas alasan apa?carik keje@saje melawat akak aku kat saner...smbil2 tuh..tnjau2..peluang keje kat sane....huhuh...
tapikan....ati aku...xtrgerak lg utk kemane2....bukan xnk pegi..tapi sorg...gamble...x...aku xsekuat tuh...aku xsuke susahkan diri....tapi...kene jugak susah....susah2 dahulu...senang2 kemudian...ha...yela....ckp mmg senang....xpe..hal neh...aku kene discuss dlu ngan org lebih tau...org lebih berpengalaman.....
sekian saja...utk saat ini...lain jam aku smbung blk...

FLU..COLD...INFLUENZA?

masuk arini...da 3 ari selseme...idung sakit..tersumbat...bersin?toksah ckpla...byk kali..huhu...ader bacer artikel neh psl influenza...dari World Health Organization..(WHO)..it says...

"Influenza is a viral infection that affects mainly the nose, throat, bronchi and, occasionally, lungs. Infection usually lasts for about a week, and is characterized by sudden onset of high fever, aching muscles, headache and severe malaise, non-productive cough, sore throat and rhinitis.

The virus is transmitted easily from person to person via droplets and small particles produced when infected people cough or sneeze. Influenza tends to spread rapidly in seasonal epidemics.

Most infected people recover within one to two weeks without requiring medical treatment. However, in the very young, the elderly, and those with other serious medical conditions, infection can lead to severe complications of the underlying condition, pneumonia and death."

death?...creepy...huhu..tapi asenyer...xder pape kot..juz selseme bese jer..xder la high fever..or temperature badan high...bese2 je ase...mungkin coz by..el Nino ker...suke2 ati menyalahkan El Nino yang tengah melanda Malaysia...tapi FYI, El NIno jugak adalah penyebab denggi n malaria...mungkin nyamuk suke waktu panas cmneh...probably...
okeh..setelah lama aku xmencoret dlm blog neh...korg pom da tau sbb pe...ye aku sakit..walopom baru sakit 3 ari...tapi tak berblog suda lama...hahhaa...chow.

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY

You taught me everything
And everything youve given me
I always keep it inside
Youre the driving force in my life, yeah
There isnt anything
Or anyone I can be
And it just wouldnt feel right
If I didnt have you by my side
You were there for me to love and care for me
When skies were grey
Whenever I was down
You were always there to comfort me
And no one else can be what you have been to me
Youll always be you always will be the girl
In my life for all times

Mama, mama you know I love you
Oh you know I love you
Mama, mama youre the queen of my heart
Your love is like
Tears from the stars
Mama, I just want you to know
Lovin you is like food to my soul
Youre always down for me
Have always been around for me even when I was bad
You showed me right from my wrong
Yes you did
And you took up for me
When everyone was downin me
You always did understand
You gave me strength to go on
There was so many times
Looking back when I was so afraid
And then you come to me
And say to me I can face anything
And no one else can do
What you have done for me
Youll always be
You will always be the girl in my life
(boyz II Men - A Song For Mama)

this song is dedicated to my beloved mother, cik..happy mother's day cik..thank you for everything..

LONG LIVE..

happy birthday to bday boys/girls who will celebrate/celebrated his/her birthday in April..

i) bah...
my beloved father yang birthdaynya jatuh pada 6th April 1945..yeke bah?huhu...happy birthday...long live bah!

ii) oya..
my nephew .. on 12 th April 2001..yang ke 8..

iii) yie..
my sis .. 13th April 1982...

iv) bee..
my bestfriend...maser blaja dlu...still lg blaja skunk..amek masters...cayala..21 April 1985..



nah...ni bday cake utk korg..kongsijer..huhu

EGOISM...WISDOM..

LIPSTICK JUNGLE

So, the assistant of Joe Bennet had told Victory Ford that he had bought a ring and will ask her to marry her..Victory da excited n terharu coz..walopon dorg broke up,but Joe is still madly in love with her...sayang bangat...hmm..then satu ari...dorg 3 org bestfriends neh ntah nk gi mane..(aku pom tgk separuh jalan..hehe) but their car broke down. Then, Victory pom calla Joe suh datang amek dorg...of coursela Joe datang...'the one' da cal kan...
and...Victory mengharapkan that will the moment dier nk gtau psl dier da tau yg Joe akan propose dier...but...sadly...Joe keluarkan surat yang menyatakan Victory ada hak perseorangan ke atas bisnes dorg...n....dier say goodbye...tak cakap papepom psl propose...bayangkan perasaan Victory time tuh...kecewa n menangis..

Ulasan:
i.alahai Joe.da ada peluang bah..luahkan jak..jangan bazirkan peluang tuh bah...---egoism
ii.Victory suke kalo ko propose dier...walopon da broke up..tapi still leh trimer balik...nothing is impossible----wisdom

WIN A DATE WITH TED HAMILTON

Pete da sayang kar Rossie dari mula-mula lagi...dorg kwn dari kecik...then, datang sorang pelakon neh...Ted...sebenarnyer...dier dtg kg tuh sbb tak dapat watak yg dier nak..ingt nk lepas tensen...tapi jatuh cinta lak kat Rossie..Rossie pom sukela..yelakan...pelakon terkenal..suke kat dier...of coursela...Rossie tak tau yang Pete suke kat dier jugak...Pete pom satu...tak bgtau...sampailah last2..Ted ajak Rossie ikut dier gi California...baru Pete gtau Rossie malam tuh...dier wat Rossie serba salah...tapi...at last....Rossie pilih Pete jugak..sbb Pete lg kenal sape diri dier dr Ted...

Ulasan:
i. same jugak ngan ulasan kat atas...huhu..cume tukar name jer..

Kesimpulan..
grab the chance while you have...dont wait till the end..peace!

HUGE FAN..

lets see..

1) American Idol
2) Guess Guess Guess
3) Desperate Housewives
4) Prison Break
5) Lipstick Jungle
6) Merlin (of course)
7) bla..bla..
- these are my favourite TV shows..huhuh...but..among of these...I am a HUGE fan of American idol..hohooh...suke nyer tgk...Adam Lambert..nak2 that clean looked face baru2
neh..hohohoh..suke2X...also..Danny..Allison...wahhh...xsabar nk tnggu sape jadik juara..dorg
sume bez...ahaks...

- yang cina punyer show neh..bez jugak...nak 2 time dorg jemput 5 orang utk diteka @utk menari...bez woo...kelakar...

- citer neh..aku da mule ikut time season 1 lagi...citer bez..interesting...kalo sape2 nk blaja english...boleh tgk citer. neh..coz...dorg sebut clear...pastuhkan..dorg neh rapat..tapi..still masing2 ader rahsia...thats yg interesting nyer..

- Michael Scofield!...neh reason kenape aku tgk cter tuh...hahahha..tapi da sedey da..sbb...awek dier, si Sara still lg idup..kaco daun tolla...dala tuh...slalu mentroublekan Scofieldku..hahahha

- ha....dlm citer neh...aku paling suke Victory...kenapa dorg berpisah..aku suke tgk dier ngan Joe Bennet...jutawan wa ckp lu...

- mlm neh citer dier...tgkla sndiri....-)

IMPIAN JADI KENYATAAN...

14 November 2008
"hello...."
"hello...julie..eh..mung nk tunggu warna putih jugok ker?"
"bakpe?"
"dop..kalo nk tunggu warna tuh...lambat lagi..kalo warna hitam @silver leh dapat terus..."
"ha?...hmmm..warna hitamla...eh...xyahla...warna silver la.. cik nak warna silver..."
"okeh"
wah!!!..impian aku hampir-hampir menjadi kenyataan...tak sabar nak tunggu esok...

keesokan harinya..
aku menunggu-nunggu panggilan dari kakakku...tapi aku KECEWA...KECEWA!!!!!..

16 NOvember 2008 (tarikh keramat)
"kak intan, kalo da dapat..cal julie..julie leh mintak kebenaran keluar kejap..gi amek.."
"okeh"

namun...penantian ku sia-sia...sampaila aku balik dari opis tercinta....tiba-tiba...tut..tut...ansetku berbunyi..
"cik julie....oya dalam*****cik julie...ibu kate nk bawak gi jenjalan kejap.."
"HA????xder2..suh ibu balik skunk jugak!!!!"

selang 15 minit lepas tuh.. sampailah....dan sehingga kini...akula si pemandu


hehehehehhehe.....

mo tengok pe dalam kete ku???jom...

SINISNYA....

situasi 1

"saya da ada hobi baru..."
"pe dia?"
"berblog..huhu...care utk menyibukkan diri saya..sbb awak xder maser utk sy...."
"huh...leh dapat duit ker?"

duit?...

situasi 2

"xpe...biar julie beli...tinggal jer duit..."
"ai...kan da keje?"

ya....begitu juga...duit is everything....aduss...tau tak betapa sinisnya sindiran tuh...ingat pe...aku xberusaha ker?(ke nak aku amek jalan pintas....?????)
aku tau sape aku...(i know who i am...im not like others....)aku tak mintak aku begini...sakitnye ati...betol2 sakit...

(p/s..juz luahan hati....hanya aku yg tau....so..utk mulut2 yg yg xder insurans..ketahuila...sebenarnye...lagi sukar memberi jawapan dari mengemukakan pertanyaan...peace!)

SUNDAYS...MERLIN..

so far..Merlin..aku tak termiss lagi..aik??...betol ka??..eh..adalah...time tuh aku pergi ke Dungun...main netball(men ker???..haha...)but aku make sure my mom kene tengok..so that..dier leh citer balik kat aku..
Pe???...walaupun potongan rambutnya..yang agak hodoh n bodoh..hahaha...but he look cute...n i like it!..hahha...arthur pon cute...but arrogant...sume prince cmne neh ker???...hahaha..arap2 x..
so..malam tadi ..da terbongkar satu rahsia why Uther tak suke magic...

(ada sesiapa yang suke tgk citer neh?)